My sweet 20 spent here alone
No friends to reach, they are gone
Under the tree is my home
Pittsburgh isn't so (bad)
Pittsburgh isn't so bad
My sweet 20 spent here alone
No friends to reach, they are gone
(Where'd they go?)
Under the tree is my home
Pittsburgh isn't so (bad)
Pittsburgh isn't so
bad to wake up early for class in the morning
Though I miss my family at home,
I still try my best
to keep myself alive and well as always
Though I'm scared to know
they're growing grey while I am not there
That's all I really care
Along with how my music sounds
Oh is this getting personal
And it's so unfair, I struggle with the reels
When that's become a must for music
to get through their ears
This city's way too quiet
How come my phone screen is brighter
Than the sun that rarely shows up
Thanks to this gloomy weather
My sweet 20 spent here alone
No friends to reach, they are gone
Under the tree is my home
Pittsburgh isn't so (bad)
Pittsburgh isn't so bad
My sweet 20 spent here alone
No friends to reach, they are gone
(Where'd they go?)
Under the tree is my home
Pittsburgh isn't so (bad)
Pittsburgh isn't so
And I just got back from New York
With my awkward Uber driver's
Concern that I look tired
But This is just how I look all the time
Wait wait, hold on hold on
Alone was peaceful and quiet
Until I got numb, then focused on flaws
In front of the mirror but couldn't look up
So I went outside to look at the flowers
20 is bitter no sweet after all
Changing my mindset so I call it false
Looking for green, for verde
That is my sign for better days
And if you're on the line, answer
Small talks are welcomed
I think it's time for connection
Reaching out to you
I'm ready for love, I'm ready
Steady on, finally, yeah